第26章 快乐在于保持自己的原则(4)

    41.hindrancetotheperceptionsofsenseisaneviltotheanimalnature.hindrancetothemovements[desires]isequallyaneviltotheanimalnature.andsomethingelsealsoisequallyanimpedimentandeviltotheconstitutionofplants.sothenthatwhichisahindrancetotheintelligenceisaneviltotheintelligentnature.applyallthesethingsthentothyself.doespainorsensuouspleasureaffectthee?thesenseswilllooktothat.hasanyobstacleopposedtheeinthyeffortstowardsanobject?ifindeedthouwastmakingthiseffortabsolutely[unconditionally,orwithoutanyreservation],certainlythisobstacleisaneviltotheeconsideredasarationalanimal.butifthoutakest[intoconsideration]theusualcourseofthings,thouhastnotyetbeeninjurednorevenimpeded.thethingshoweverwhicharepropertotheunderstandingnoothermanisusedtoimpede,forneitherfire,noriron,nortyrant,norabuse,touchesitinanyway.whenithasbeenmadeasphere,itcontinuesasphere.(xi.12).

    42.itisnotfitthatishouldgivemyselfpain,forihaveneverintentionallygivenpaineventoanother.

    43.differentthingsdelightdifferentpeople.butitismydelighttokeeptherulingfacultysoundwithoutturningawayeitherfromanymanorfromanyofthethingswhichhappentomen,butlookingatandreceivingallwithweleeyesandusingeverythingaccordingtoitsvalue.

    44.seethatthousecurethispresenttimetothyself;forthosewhoratherpursueposthumousfamedonotconsiderthatthemenofafter-timewillbeexactlysuchasthesewhomtheycannotbearnow;andbotharemortal.andwhatisitinanywaytotheeifthesemenofafter-timeutterthisorthatsound,orhavethisorthatopinionaboutthee?

    45.takemeandcastmewherethouwilt;forthereishallkeepmydivineparttranquil,thatis,content,ifitcanfeelandactconformablytoitsproperconstitution.isthis[changeofplace]sufficientreasonwhymysoulshouldbeunhappyandworsethanitwas,depressed,expanded,shrinking,affrighted?andwhatwiltthoufindwhichissufficientreasonforthis?

    46.nothingcanhappentoanymanwhichisnothumanaccident,nortoanoxwhichisnotaccordingtothenatureofanox,nortoavinewhichisnotaccordingtothenatureofavine,nortoastonewhichisnotpropertoastone.ifthentherehappenstoeachthingbothwhatisusualandnatural,whyshouldstthouplain?forthemonnaturebringsnothingwhichmaynotbebornebythee.

    47.ifthouartpainedbyanyexternalthing,itisnotthisthatdisturbsthee,butthyownjudgmentaboutit.anditisinthypowertowipeoutthisjudgmentnow.butifanythinginthyowndispositiongivestheepain,whohinderstheefromcorrectingthyopinion?andevenifthouartpainedbecausethouartnotdoingsomeparticularthingwhichseemstotheetoberight,whydostthounotratheractthanplain?butsomeinsuperableobstacleisintheway?donotbegrievedthen,forthecauseofitsnotbeingdonedependsnotonthee.butitisnotworthwhiletolive,ifthiscannotbedone.takethydeparturethenfromlifecontentedly,justashedieswhoisinfullactivity,andwellpleasedtoowiththethingswhichareobstacles.

    48.rememberthattherulingfacultyisinvincible,whenself-collecteditissatisfiedwithitself,ifitdoesnothingwhichitdoesnotchoosetodo,evenifitresistfrommereobstinacy.whatthenwillitbewhenitformsajudgmentaboutanythingaidedbyreasonanddeliberately?thereforethemindwhichisfreefrompassionsisacitadel,formanhasnothingmoresecuretowhichhecanflyforrefugeandforthefuturebeinexpugnable.hethenwhohasnotseenthisisanignorantman;buthewhohasseenitanddoesnotflytothisrefugeisunhappy.

    49.saynothingmoretothyselfthanwhatthefirstappearancesreport.supposethatithasbeenreportedtotheethatacertainpersonspeaksillofthee.thishasbeenreported;butthatthouhastbeeninjured,thathasnotbeenreported.iseethatmychildissick.idosee;butthatheisindanger,idonotsee.thusthenalwaysabidebythefirstappearances,andaddnothingthyselffromwithin,andthennothinghappenstothee.orratheraddsomething,likeamanwhoknowseverythingthathappensintheworld.